current state of mind….
Sunday, July 24th, 2005i have tis feelin tat im not ready for tis big world…. im too laid back wit my current life…. takin evrythin thru d ezy path, while most of d generation start takin it seriously…. is there sumthin wrong wit me…?? am i d only one….?? wut am i supposed to do….?? i looked at my works in my study and im struggling like a fly twistin n turnin, trapped in a spider web…. will i make it….?? will i able to reach my dreams….?? im gutless to find the answer…. scared…. frightened…. terrified…. petrified…………….